How you burst into fits of laughter while tears trickle down your cheeks. Your lashes hug each other like they were separated for ages - insomniac, dreaming with eyes wide open! You hide your face as if the monsoons are hitting you hard, but my love, you are Rayn! Pour down, like an endless drizzle, or a thunderstorm and laugh your heart out. Do not hide the freckles that redden up or your crooked teeth that twist your lips. Don't bother about how you look. You are beautiful, you needn't look so. Because you already ARE.
Live like you will never live again and embrace the tiny bits of happiness that come your way, even when you are picking up broken pieces of yourself. There is wit and humor all around. You have a lot within you, let the happiness pour out and hold that sadness in your palms. Open it and let it go every time you are tempted to laugh.
Let people think you've lost it. Let people question your sanity. Everyone out there is insane; fighting an unknown battle and crying over it. But you laugh. Laugh, my dear like you will never laugh again, and let the giggles echo in the hollows of the universe. Let each organism know what it feels like to vibrate in optimism despite sheer agony. Laugh. And pour down, love. Whenever you want, as much as you want!