Monday, September 27, 2010

With Love, Zindagi


Obscurities creep up time and again...
Whenever I tend to start liking one particular emotion, I am seldom left to enjoy it and soon there's a new emotion that I am supposed to deal with.

But every emotion - negative or positive good or bad, at a time, is beautiful in itself.

Again i find myself in a halfway house, recreating an imaginary situation - the conversation of the heart and the mind, a situation everyone can relate to.

Mind : How beautiful were the times when I walked on the grass so green, with you holding my hand.

Heart : Emotion - Affection

Mind : The way you talked to me about life. The way we mocked losers who didn't know what Life was.

Heart : Emotion - cheerfulness.

Mind : The exact moment when you told me that you loved talking to me and I extracted the best out of you.

Heart : Emotion - jubliation

Mind : Everytime when you called me by stupid names and how those made no sense then but makes so much sense now.

Heart : Emotion - contentment

Mind : Everytime when thoughts were many, expressions few

Heart : Emotion : apprehension

Mind : Whenever time flew and I found myself having nothing.

Heart : Emotion - hysteria

Mind : When I realised we existed on two different planes, separated by immeasureable distance

Heart : Emotion - Anguish

Mind : The recurrent flow of thoughts that affected the present

Heart : Emotion - Guilt

Mind : The attempt to take charge of life

Heart : Emotion - Optimism

Mind : Analysis of all of the above and the future

Heart : Emotion - Flurry of all of the above


But there is something that the heart has always been trying to tell the mind...
That all of it is beautiful - The negative emotion, the positive one, the great and the not-so-great one. It all defines our life, everytime we stop and analyse. Then the mind follows its own course and the heart, it's own.

But when the two collaborate and respond together, there's just one way of dealing with the thought in the mind and just one emotion.

Mind: Another event in life.

Heart: Emotion - Love.

That's why, I say, even hurt, pain, loss, and all the related emotions are as beautiful as love, bliss, joy, pleasure and contentment.
They are all equally awesome. Feel every bit of it.

These thoughts triggered because I have been listening to the following song the umpteenth time now... It makes a world lot of sense to me..

Filhaal...
Mind : Ye lamha filhaal jee lene de..

Heart : Emotion - Love (with Zindagi)


Aye zindagi

yeh lamha jee lene de
Oh, pehle se likha kuch bhi nahin
Roz naya kuch likhti hai tu
Jo bhi likha hai, dil se jiya hai
Yeh lamha filhaal jee lene de

Maasoom si hasi,
bevaja hi kabhi
Honton pe khil jaati hai
Anjaan si khushi
baheti hui kabhi
Saahil pe mil jaati hai
Yeh anjaana sa darr
ajnabi hai magar
Khoobsurat hai jee lene de
Yeh lamha filhaal jee lene de


Dil hi mein rehta hai,
aankhon mein baheta hai
Kaccha sa ek khwaab hai
Lagta sawaal hai,
shaayad jawaab hai
Dil phir bhi betaab hai
Yeh sukun hai to hai,
yeh junoon hai to hai
Khoobsurat hai jee lene de
Yeh lamha filhaal jee lene de ...

Oh, pehle se likha kuch bhi nahin
Roz naya kuch, oh likhti hai tu
Jo bhi likha hai, dil se jiya hai
Yeh lamha filhaal jee lene de ...